Tomorrow is the last day of my trial period.
I still feel off kilter from my time away from him.
Before I went away, I'd be sitting here not worried, not concerned, not doubting.
But it was hard being out of our bubble.
Our time together here during my holiday has been... well... a holiday.
Its been easy and its been fun. More than fun really. But its been a special situation.
Life is going to begin again. My time away was like marking the start of that. A taster.
What if I have to stay at work late? I'm new there, so what if I get invited out at the last minute? What if someone comes over unexpectedly? What if I want to meet up with old friends?
What if, what if, what if, what if, what if.
I'm terrified about tomorrow.
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