Showing posts with label secrets. Show all posts
Showing posts with label secrets. Show all posts

Saturday, 30 July 2011

"A woman's heart is a deep ocean of secrets"

I've been considering secrets today.

Sir, understandably, wants none between us.
His words being "I'm not going to give you anywhere to hide, slut" (oh that man makes me gooey in all the delicious places!)

So now, confession time.... Sir does not know about this blog.
I'm in two minds about telling him about it right away. I do plan on telling him, for sure!

When I started this, Sir and I had an agreement that we would trial out a 3 week period. I'd been without a Dom for 3 years and was terrified that I wouldn't be able to handle it after so many years on my own.

Now, I cant ever imagine wanting to leave. I'm giving up my barriers and control to him and he's taking it slow (though he stepped it up a notch last night and I was a drooling wreck for him)

So... this blog... my secret until the 3 weeks are up like we had agreed... or should I tell him now?

I dont think he would be angry at me... at least, I hope not. I dont want to vent/whine to him all the time about my worries and writing has always soothed me. But then that naughty little voice - you know the one; wants you to be that little bit bratty so you can be controlled just that little bit more - wants him to be a bit cross with me.

I would never deliberately lie to him... if he said "Slut, have you been posting you worries and desires on a blog without my prior knowledge?" then obviously I would drop to my knees (if I wasnt there already), rub my cheek and lips over his crotch, nod ans say "Yes Sir, your slut has done that" and wait to see what he would reply with.

I leave my question out there for the world to see.... should I tell my Daddy, my Sir, my Master... about this blog immediately, or should I wait for my trial period to be over?