Sunday, 4 September 2011

'I can't imagine anything more worthwhile than doing what I most love. And they pay me for it.'

Well, tomorrow is really the first day of work. 

Hitting the ground running. 

Talk about major stress?!  

I'm excited and nervous and worried and happy and just a swirl of a million things! 

And within all this is a dash of fear. Not because of the unknown to the day... but the fear of change. 
I've been lucky to have so much free time with Master, but that will change. 
I dont have the type of job where I can just go in, work, leave and relax at home. 
I have to bring my work home with me. 
And from experience, I know that takes up a lot of my time. 

I worry that there will be less time to be with Master. Less time to relax and play. 

I worry that there wont be time. 

2 comments:

  1. I am a teacher and have shed loads of work to do in the evenings, so I get where you're coming from.

    Luckily, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel......good luck and enjoy your first day back at work!!

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  2. Your Master wants to watch you spread your young wings and fly. To know that your not working for the money but the love of the job. Im proud of you snow flake,I will always be there for you. Don't worry about not having enough time with me as Im always there, in your mind, body and soul. We will make the time that's needed. Love Daddy

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